Love

Love keeps me going,rolling,hoping. Ma, Pa, XX keep me going on in life. They showed me there's better ways to go on(with a little sarcasm of course, they still think I was stupid).

Hate inspired me to write this, but in a good way la. Hmm, I wonder if i should turn ruthless and fight for what i want in future? Or even turn fake and evil like those i detest? Well, NO WAY. Yeah, I'm gonna fight for what I want from today onwards with new heart and soul, in another direction. Since, I wont ever be recognised anyway. Gosh, I sound power-hungry, but who in this world not hope for some recognition for the things they have done?

And ahead of me lies another dilemma. Should I be going back to the very place I love and hate all at the same time. My parents and XX are furious and I bet they wouldnt want me going back. But deep in my heart I hesitate, I wouldnt want regretting it in future.OKay now, what the hell am I talking about?ARGH I NEED SLEEP..

I speak of yesterday's today. So it is the past. Will I ever be able to let go? Damn the monster. Things have changed forever. I hate her for inflicting such mental hurt to me. Forgiving is a question. Perhaps maybe one day, when I get senile and then I'll ask "Really ah, got this person meh?"

That day better come.

Speaking of this, I hope E will forgive me for the similar day one year ago, when i spoke such harsh words to her.

Thoughts are swirling and swirling in my head. I can't sleep(or was it the coffee just now?)I'm going Looney..Great i love Looney Tunes..