i feel like ice. cold hard ice.

It's been a long time.

and it has been a hard, troubled time.


She hasn't gotten over the last incident.




She

just

can't



forgive

me.




Neither can I. This is making me so miserable...and i dont know who i can talk to. Who would be bothered with my stupid, childish, trivial troubles? Who would want to listen? There's glad, ili and sk, but I'm scared I'll only disturb them. I don't think anyone would understand why such things make me so miserable. I wish I know too..


It doesn't help things when she flares up over every little mistake I make. Do I irritate her so much?

Am I that detestable?












Maybe I am