Running away..but from what?

I have decided that hiding isn't the solution to things. There is no point in keeping my blog private anymore, since what's done been done. It wasn't his fault afterall- my blog's open to anyone to see. But..at that moment, it felt like my personal space had been invaded.


That didn't feel great.




What started out as a place for me,and me alone, to vent my grievances became a channel for a few close friends to understand a little more of me. To let them see more of my inner thoughts so they could give me advice and share my troubles.
I wasn't one to share my feelings readily and perhaps, I still am so.



This may jolly well be my last ever post here. Why, you may ask? The thing is, I'm not even sure either. Perhaps I regret ever letting my feelings, my thoughts to spill into public view? To continue letting certain uninvited individuals probe further?


Nah, I'm better left to my own devices.






But I can't help feeling attached to this blog. Argh. Such contradictions.
"This huge silent invisible dome, home, school, the society itself, each with its share of hard rules and claims, to bind and suffocate. "