As a reminder

I thought I didn't care, but I was wrong.

I thought I didn't care how I'll do for my Prelims, but I was wrong.

I thought I was immune to others, but I am wrong, too.


Got back our English results today. I was quite shattered by the grades, for I didn't expect something like this. Guess being complacent is my undoing. The people around me were getting As and everything, and all I could do was just stare at my marks, like some TV gone haywire, gone blank. Numbness was all I knew. I wonder what the other results would be like, now.

I thought I didn't care he had a change of heart, but I am wrong too. I mind it, really. It's like a kink of barbed wire inside my chest.